I just spent time crying about stupid things. I’m not proud of it. I was a jerk to hubs for no good reason and I’m feeling all of the crankiness and guilt and embarrassment and just plain blah that goes with it. Let’s back track to earlier today. After getting out of bed, baby decided… Read More Officially became “that” pregnant lady… the one who has lost her mind over trivalities
It’s strange to say that I already feel like I’ve been pregnant for over an entire year, but that’s how it feels. It feels like we’ve been doing baby related things for so long since we’ve been waiting and planning and doing all of the things for just about forever for this kid….. I’m not… Read More 26 weeks down, 14 weeks left
I’m going to confess something that sounds a bit ridiculous after all of the hassle of going through IVF to have my so far perfectly developing babe. I hate being pregnant. There. I said it. I hate how my body feels. I hate how my body looks. And most of all I really hate the… Read More 24 weeks of pregnancy and stressed
Well, it has been a crazy ride up to this point, and I can almost say that the majority of my IVF stuff is in the pass. I noticed in the shower yesterday that my PIO injection sites no longer feel lumpy at all or even feel slightly sore, and IVF almost doesn’t come up… Read More 22 weeks pregnant and my PiO injection sites finally no longer hurt
We had our 20 week appointment(s) today (second trimester screening and 20 week apt with the doc) and we’re still going strong. Baby is now 14oz and is looking “perfect.” It’s such a relief to be able to have such good news each visit after going through all of the IVF crud. Baby is developing… Read More Halfway and going strong
As of today’s Obgyn appointment I am officially released from having to follow weight restrictions!!!!!!!! I. Am. So. Happy! Other than that baby’s heart beat was about 150 bpm and we could hear two kicks on the monitor. Oh I feel so good now. So many fears are relieved. Time to kick butt for the… Read More I’m finally off my weight and other restrictions!
We finally got the call today from the cryopreserve place asking us if we were going to keep our embryos, donate them t a person or to science, or have them destroyed… Every time I think I have an answer… I just don’t. I am selfish and I don’t want some other family having our… Read More Embryo decisions